Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick jolts, like lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a